Lianne Williams

The value in leaving your creative comfort zone

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It all started with a badly made hand-tied bouquet

My husband and children had clubbed together over Christmas and signed me up to do a workshop at our local florist, which just so happens to be not only one of the best in the county, but the same florist that did our own wedding flowers 10 years ago.

To say I was emotionally invested was an understatement.

After months of being cooped up in doors, too pregnant to move and generally feeling my normal isolated self anyway, I was champing at the bit and desperate to get back into the real world, stretch my creative muscles and maybe even talk to some adults, for once. Floristry seemed like an easy way to tick all those boxes and either way, I got to twirl amongst roses and lilies all evening and take come a beautiful bouquet at the end of it. Win. Win.

What I hadn't considered though, despite being a complete and utter beginner, was how much I wanted to be good at it.

It wasn't enough to just appreciate the experience and learn, I wanted to be good at it. Really good at it. After years of low confidence I NEEDED to be good at it. And what was worse was that at no point did my intellect or experience kick in and say 'Hmmm, Lianne, you know things don't work like this. This is gonna hurt you if you keep thinking this way!' I was blind! I did not see it coming.

So the day comes and I am stood there, struggling with mess of stems, my cheeks burning with shame, as the other students chatted away having a lovely time, feeling completely useless... The instructor has to come over and completely dismantle my attempt and make it for me.

I went home and cried, completely and utterly defeated.

It didn't matter that hand-ties are considered one of the hardest skills to master. That it was my first time ever. I was consumed by a very deep sadness. I hardly slept. I had never felt this way in my life. So the next morning I did the most logical thing:

I emailed my teacher and said, 'I quit'.

I'd like to think I know how my brain works when it came to creativity. I'd like to think I know all my weaknesses, strengths and requirements. That I was predictable and consistent. Brave. That I knew exactly what I needed to do to overcome any obstacle including the fear of being a beginner. But what I took for granted was I knew how to do all that with something I WAS ALREADY GOOD AT. Something I'd already had experience battling with. Something I wasn't afraid of. To confront all these problems in a completely new territory knocked me sideways and kicked me when I was down for good measure.

Of course my instructor wasn't going to listen to that crap though, and after a bit of much needed tough love she convinced me to return and try again. Besides, she wasn't given me a refund.....

This was when my true gift, the real magic of creativity, began to kick in.

Reader, I am not a creative person... My gift is that I am persistent. Every single time I make a mistake or get knocked down I WILL pick myself up and keep running at that target. I might kick and scream and sulk and throw all my toys out the pram but once I'm ready, you better get the hell out of my way, because I'm coming for you. 

The following week I march back into the florist and I. Am. Ready.

Flowers will not defeat me!

With a new level of determination, and of course everything I learnt from the previous lesson I stand there, focused and waiting to confront my demons.

I choose my stems, some pink roses, a gorgeous green orchid and my foliage and get to work. 

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This time things feel different.

I'm focused but open minded. If I can't do this, then it's okay. I'm a beginner and I am learning. My teacher gives me a tiny bit more support and checks my progress incrementally, with very little correction. I let my muscle memory guide me, feeling the bouquet and carefully, thoughtfully putting it together in a way that pleased me.

It is all new. I am completely out of my creative comfort zone but I am doing okay. I am managing.

Last week was my final workshop and after several weeks exploring country-style jug arrangements, oasis, tropical flowers and fragile peonies I can happily say I feel rewarded.

By leaving my comfort zone and attempting something creative that was completely new for me I was able to examine all the weak points and strengths of my learning process and grow as an artist and person.

It exposed a lot of toxic learning patterns that I'd established as a child- the feeling that if I wasn't perfect at my first attempt, then I was useless and it was not worth reattempting. High pressure, aggressive Grammar school education wrecked my self confidence and during this workshop it all came unravelling. I felt weak. I felt destroyed at times. But finally, as an adult, I was able to pick myself up and go 'No one is judging you anymore. Let's have fun with this'.

For the first time in my life I was able to realise and explain the damage school had done to me. It had smothered my desire to learn and to take risks. Anything less then an A* was failure so it was futile to even try. For the first time I was able to say to myself 'No. That is WRONG' and it lit a fire in me to never, EVER put my own children through the hell that I went through at school.

I healed a deep, paralysing trauma with a few flowers

I loved my arrangements. I LOVED going to my classes and choosing my flowers and making mistakes and asking for help. I never felt that shame from my first class again. Driven by my curiosity I even visited the shop during the week to buy more flowers and foliage and practised in my own time. I started to find it deeply relaxing.

What a contrast to the previous month.

The value in leaving your comfort zone is that it's the only way you can deepen and heal your existing creative process.

It's like an MOT for your soul. It tests everything you think you know about yourself and your creativity and if you persist, if you forgive yourself, you will be rewarded with extraordinary gifts- confidence, resilience, pride. All those things the books tell you will happen and you continue to say 'yeah, yeah, I know, i'll be fine' but really, you haven't a clue until you do it. Action is more important then words. You've really got to throw yourself in the deep end. You can't learn to swim by reading a book on it. It only takes you so far. You have to live it.

You have to struggle to find a reason to fight back and know you're strength. To believe it.

Introducing a new community, GESSO: for primed creatives

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THIS IS A CALL FOR CREATIVE BLOGGERS: Artists, Illustrators, Makers, Designers & The Rest

Are you an artist, illustrator, maker, creative? Do you blog about art, creativity or what you make? Do you want to become a more satisfied creative and need accountability and encouragement? Do you want to be a part of something that prioritises being creative over full time blogging or social media (but still fancy exploiting it to our advantage)? Are you looking to collaborate and network with other people like you or at least with some understanding of your world and lifestyle? Would you like support and advice related to our industry or to possibly meet and collaborate with other creatives in your area? To have a laugh and put the fun back into creativity & blogging?

Then let me introduce you to my spanking new community called GESSO

GESSO was created for people just like us. Passionate, fun, enthusiastic, supportive creatives, primed and ready to take action with their work, business or just to become better artists. With a focus on becoming better creatives rather then just growing follower numbers we support happy, healthy art making, whether you're a seasoned illustrator or someone very new and trying to find their way in the world.

I wanted to make a space that encouraged creatives to make more stuff, link up with their passions, find new friends and maybe do a bit of work. I believe that blogging is a fantastic way to connect with other creatives across the world, as well as showcase our work to new clients, but it should never ever take us away from what really matters... our Art. Whether that's painting, drawing, sewing, photography, writing, crafts, embroidery, calligraphy, gardening, design, illustration, collage, pottery WHATEVER. If you're zapped from the current 24/7/365 culture of the internet and have perhaps even considered quitting entirely.... this group might just help heal you a little bit. 

This collective is already honoured to include the talents of:

Lauren from Oh Hay, a Scottish educated but now London based junior graphic designer who runs the popular Twitter account @CBloggersChat, a weekly chat for creative bloggers across the globe.

Lauren knows her stuff when it comes to social media, graphics, lettering and illustration. Combining her design skills with creativity and personal meaning she'll often either be making a mess with inks or digitising it up on iPad using ProCreate. She's hoping to create more work that reflects on social issues that are close to her heart.

Kelly from Kelly Lianne, an incredible UK artist and illustrator who's work I've featured on my blog before. Kelly is awesome, not only because we're name twins (yay) but because she is one of the nicest bloggers and creatives out there.

Her work is a beautiful reflection on magic, spirituality and the natural world. Check out her gorgeous oracle cards and watercolour paintings of space and the zodiac. 

Jessica from Jessica Andersdotter creates some of the best digital abstract art and photo manipulation I've seen... possibly ever... Her work is truly special.

Based in Sweden, Jessica blogs about the process and thoughts behind her artwork as well as living a creative life and trying to figure out the 'weasel' as she calls it, of inspiration.

Check out her shop to get an idea for the beautiful work she makes.

Charlotte from Charlotte Kathleen is our emerging artist, also from the UK and represents every individual out there who has harboured a long term passion for creativity but just hasn't got round to manifesting exactly what they want from it yet.

With a passion for lettering and a strong background in graphics Charlotte is currently trying to figure out her creative calling in life. I can't wait to see what she get's up to.

Jemma aka Dorkface is an award winning blogger and artist creating stunning artwork and illustrations dripping in colour & fun.

Originally from Liverpool and now based in Plymouth Jemma also hosts the incredibly popular @TheGirlGang on Twitter which is known throughout the blogging community for its inclusive and supportive nature.

Selling and designing a whole range of products Jemma is not only talented, but knowledgeable too.

Last but not least, I hope, is meeee, Lianne. I'm an Artist & Illustrator from Kent who specialises in portrait art and realistic drawing, however I have been known to dabble. My artwork has been exhibited and sold worldwide and I am a published writer, having articles and tutorials published in Colored Pencil Magazine.

I am currently on maternity leave and trying to adjust my creative path towards doing more illustration.

How to join GESSO

Our collective welcomes all abilities, styles and you do not need to be a professional to participate. Our only requirements are:

  • That you have a blog (or intend to create a blog or website to showcase your creativity)
  • Are over the age of 18. (purely for legal reasons)
  • You want to live your best creative life.
  • Believe in action over words.

Time wasters and those only interested in self promotion need not apply and you will be removed from the group without warning if you are found to be abusing the trust of the group. 

Our group is currently using an program called Slack to chat with each other so you will be required to download this to access the group. There are desktop and app versions, so it's very versatile. It is simply a sophisticated messenger service that's a bit easier to keep track of then WhatsApp! You will also need to provide us with an email address so we can add you to the group. Okay? Okay.

So what are you waiting for?

If GESSO sounds right down your alley why not get in touch and I'll add you to our community today. Simply fill in the form below and say Hi!

Name *
Say Hi, describe a bit about yourself, don't forget to include your blog details.

Once we've added you will be directed to our group rules, which are pretty standard and then we can get started introducing ourselves. Depending on numbers we may move the group to a forum in the future to help organise our discussions but for now, we are small, sweet and looking forward to meeting you.

I hope you'll join us on this new adventure. Who knows where things could end up!


Pocket Art, Portrait Drawing by Miss Led aka Joanna Henly

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Covering the core skills required for Portrait Drawing, Miss Led's new book is a concise but authoritative guide to drawing portraits.

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I'm a portrait artist.

Drawing faces is kind of my thing, yet I was pretty impressed to discover that Portrait Drawing by Miss Led aka one of my favourite illustrators on Earth, Joanna Henly, STILL provided a hefty dose of new tips and tricks that helped clarify a number of problem areas I had. 

Facial proportions: Ah I see.

Drawing noses: THANK YOU JOANNA.


I mean, I'm not going to tell you what those tricks are, you're going to have to buy the book for that, but yeah, I did have a couple of 'omg, why has no one told me that before' moments. And compared to the weighty tome's of Andrew Loomis which can take days to read (let alone put into action), Joanna's book is small, sweet and you can implement her techniques immediately.

I'm not going to lie. One of the main reasons I got the book was because I wanted to see some more of Miss Led's beautiful work and the book doesn't disappoint. Look out for the Lewis Hamilton illustration which I particularly liked and some classic Miss Led work which certainly emphasises her skill and knowledge in this tricky area of skill. 

And not to forget. FAN GIRL ALERT. I was delighted to win a giveaway of the original artwork that graces the front cover.

I could not be more chuffed.

I have followed Joanna's work for YEARS. I think she might have been one of the first illustrators I followed actually. Her work is and remains second to none, so to actually possess some of her original work is VERY cool.

(Thank you Joanna!)

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If Pocket Art: Portrait Drawing grabs your interest you may also want to keep your eyes peeled for Miss Led's new book coming out in August 2018 too, Pocket Art: Figure Drawing, which you can pre-order below: